Meandering Tales of a Wylde Child

  Good Afternoon Lovies. Wow, it truly has been a minute since I have written; this is a clear sign that I am struggling with my depression. I try so flippin hard to keep up the facade; but, some days just break me. Sorry, I didn't want to come on here and whine the "woe is me" crap; but hiding these days would not be me being my authentic self, right?!!  You got to take the good with the bad and the ugly!!! I feel even writing this is selfish, considering all the turmoil happening all around the world, right now. The wars. The turf wars. The gang violence. The sex trafficking. The child abuse/assaults. Let's not forget how most of the "leaders" in both the free world and those living in 3rd world countries are pedophiles; and NOTHING is being done about it. It is LITERALLY playing out in front of our faces, and NO ONE is doing a thing about it.  (I CANNOT CLAIM THIS WORLD AS MINE. IT'S VILE!!! So HEARTLESS!!!) If you turn on your TVs, open your tablets,...

  Hi Lovies. I hope you're having a great weekend. The weather is being rude, and my air conditioning can barely keep up... I cannot wait for the leaves to start changing and the fall be upon us.  I am soooo not a summer person!!! Mentally, I am struggling a bit; but probably not in the sense people are thinking. I have faced a lot in my 50 trips around the sun; some of it good, some of it amazing and some it not so great.  Currently, I am sitting between a couple of those positions, and it really sucks that for the first time in decades, this path is a solo one. I have mentioned that there have been quite a few deaths in my life recently; oddly enough, I have been handling them pretty good...  It's the "death" of those still living, that I am having difficulty accepting and moving on from. I had closed myself off to many people who have passed through my life, and have gotten pretty good at it. When they say, "you can't just cut people off"... as a Sagi...