Meandering Tales of a Wylde Child

Good Evening Lovies. I had a huge internal battle on IF I could write this blog today. I say "IF", because my own personal feelings on how everything ended up is a severe thorn in my side.  It is WAYYYYY to easy to place blame; but what will that do for the remaining family and loved ones??? Right now I am sooo frustrated, sad and feel completely useless.  I'm choking back tears over the loss of a childhood friend; a death that was entirely preventable. My heart breaks for his brother, who has suffered loss far more than most of us ~ both his parents and now his only sibling. I cannot imagine how he is coping.  Why does this always happen to the kindest souls??? I am going to explain WHY this death is hitting me in an awkward way. Remember that jab that the powers that be insisted on everyone getting for them to survive the "CORONAVIRUS" wait it's now "COVID-19"... Yah, THAT jab... Unfortunately, he was one of the ones who go the jab, It made him d...

  Hey Lovies. It is 10:30 PM EST, and I really felt I needed to post something about all these articles I have been seeing today and last night. MY HEART ACHES FOR THIS WORLD. I read an article where a grandmother, her daughter and 4 grandchildren are dead, thanks to the case of murder - suicide. My heart is breaking to the father who has been fighting in court to see his children since 2018. (EIGHT YEARS).  He was finally given a court order to have the children for 60 days, this summer. He was supposed to pick them up the day after they were found dead. How? How does a mother and grandmother become soooo vindictive that they would rather kill the children than allow their father to see them? It is absolutely sickening. Today, in the capital city of our country (Ottawa), there are two young boys (7 and 12 yrs of age) who were found deceased. A short time later, their father was found deceased in a burning vehicle. Authorities are calling it a double homicide-suicide. Who even...

Good Afternoon my Lovies. How was your weekend? I know, it is still going, but with the weather being nice, and festivals happening all around, did you get out to enjoy any of them?   As you are probably aware by now, I am very much an introvert. I don't do well in crowds; and I definitely cannot tolerate the heat. I keep my room at a nice temperature of 17C. The topic that is stuck in my head today is racism.  Yes, I am fully aware that people are going to say "You're a white girl, you have no idea"... and I am just going to ignore that statement the same way I have my entire life.  You know why? Simple... You haven't live my life, nor do you know anything about my Ancestors and what they have endured. So I kindly ask that you sit your ass down, and shut your ignorant mouth up!!! Before I even begin about the racism towards people's different "shade of wheat"...  REMEMBER THAT WOMEN HAVE BEEN OPPRESSED SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME!!! Now, let's g...

  Good Morning Lovies. I know it has been a bit since my last "confession", but I also needed a few days to gather my thoughts before I put them down on paper; so to speak.  This weekend was one to celebrate the men in our lives. Our fathers, husbands, brothers and sons... all of whom have earned the title of "dad", in one form or another.  Similar Mother's Day, this is a difficult one for me, but in a very different way. I spend the day reflecting on the father that raised me from the time I was 5 months old. He will always be my "Dad", and I will always be Daddy's Girl. I sent him a text wishing him a "Happy Father's Day".  (There is a reason it is in text). I carry much sadness on this day as well. I do not really hold anger anymore; simply because the angry is wasted on a despicable human that could not care less what her actions have caused, so it is simply a wasted energy I don't have to spare. I will NEVR give her the satis...

Good Morning Lovies. I hope you have a good day. My mental state is okay today; but that can change quickly as I am in quite the fibro flare these days... my legs feel like lead, and my feet feel like they are concrete blocks. If you have never saw me like this before, I look like a baby giraffe taking its first steps.  Sorry, it's better to laugh than cry, for me. Anyone with fibromyalgia or ANY disorder that gives you chronic pain (among a million other health issues), you know what I am talking about!! I am not going to sit here and bitch about the various levels of Fibro, but it IS progressive and deteriorating. It sucks because I was diagnosed with it in my late teens; something I've lived with for a good 35 years now. I guess what I am really getting at, is the amount of medications they push on you, and how much of a guinea pig I have been through the years. The biggest issue with me is that my liver doesn't function properly (through no fault of my own) and I have a...

Good Morning Lovies. I hope the day treats you well. It definitely feels like a Monday, and I have the blues. I have been finding it hard to sit down and write; not because there aren't things to write about... more like, there are things I'd rather not put in my blog because it's things we have to hear about every day. I'd like to keep my blog more about my own personal things or events around me that effect me. I've been spending the past week or so, really thinking about my health and what things AND people are good for me; and which I think I need to distance myself from. I have already made my circle as small as I thought it ever would be; now it seems I need to close the door to even more people... something I was NOT prepared to do.  It is weighing heavily on me right now. You know when you get so disappointed in yourself, you don't have the words to express it to anyone else; so you sit with it weighing on your heart and soul??? THAT'S where I am cur...

Good Evening Lovies. It's been a minute since I have taken the time to sit and write about myself and my life.  I still cannot grasp how quickly this year is flying by... are we seriously in the 6th month of this god awful year??? Okay. Okay, not everything has been tragic or disappointing, but I am really struggling with whether there were more positive than negative; probably because my mind is in a very dark space these days.  I am beginning to dislike myself for keeping everything inside. SOME WOULD CALL THIS PERSONAL GROWTH I know that swallowing things that I feel and need to say, is not just detrimental for my own health and well-being... it is dangerous for those closest to me!!! For people who haven't seen me in decades, or who have watched me through the decades and are still in my life... they KNOW how much I have changed, and the incredible personal growth I have worked extremely hard on. Today, and the past few days, feel like I have slipped backwards. I can see ...

Good Morning Lovies. This topic is kind of coming out of left field... I think you may understand a little more once I get further into it. My once beloved country Canada is in utter ruins, and I don't see it getting any better, any time soon. Our government has decided that the Bible is considered hate speech. I don't know where everyone is from who reads my blog... I mean, I know you are from all over the world; but you may not know much about what is happening here. Canada, like the United States is what we call a "Christian" country. This does NOT mean that every person needs to be a Christian, but it is the basis for many laws within our borders. The powers that be, are now saying that the views in the Bible on same-sex marriage is hate speech... this is ONE example they are using. Anti-abortion is another. This whole blurb is going to sound odd coming from me because I am a Seiðkona (or, if you prefer a Spákerling, or Vísendakona). I am a Norse Pagan Witch. You ...